UNFORGIVEN It’s 4 a.m. in the strip mall lot. He’s facedown-drunk on the dew-slick hood of his red Mustang under a blue neon sign that has a burned-out T: BART’S COCK AILS. But not so long ago he was the hot-blooded prize racehorse out of Pegasus, poetry on the hoof, triple-crowned. Unsaddled now, retired and resigned to stud duty in an MFA program where the feed bags turn up on schedule, he’s spent seven years tying one on, corralled with brooders and cribbers and barn-sour geldings and knacker-bound nags, sucking cigarettes and sucking up and siring the new generations, all the while trying to rustle up enough self-esteem, or self-abuse, to keep his callused hand in the game. Which brings us back to the glint of blue neon on his fragmented spirit. The truth is, in all these seven years he has published not one syllable and, to tell the whole truth, failed to write anything at all, and now he’s put his tenure committee on the spot, just when his esteemed colleagues had hoped to laureate him. Instead they must slam the paddock gate behind him and turn him out to roam God’s grim country. He’ll spend the rest of his days driving that aging red Mustang dawn to dusk, east to west, down those lonesome highways. Come September he’ll ride into some small town like the new sheriff and hitch up to an adjunct post. And come June he’ll ride out on a rail, in a hail of fire from a posse of young guns.
Performed 3 November 2022 for the One Full Wit Reading Series.
Such excellent use of metaphors in this poem. What a sad (and somehow so familiar) story!
My favorite so far!